The Breakdown

FINE!

2007-05-07T23:17:00.000-07:00

Okay, so I guess I gave in... I guess I will talk about my life to some capacity here. I'm not even sure why I am choosing this exact moment to do so. I just had a desire to write I suppose.

Life feels way too busy right now. I feel like I barely have hours in the day to do all that I need to do, let alone hang out with my friends and let alone have alone me-time. Getting off at 3pm every afternoon has its advantages, but not when it's pouring rain outside and you are completely broke. I am also avoiding becoming burnt out too early on in the summer from lack of sleep due to my 7pm work time.

This room I am in is in a state of disrepair due to rearranging and only half cleaning it. It is throwing me out of whack.

I am rusty at poker. I haven't played for a while (even online) and it really showed tonight. I was getting poor hands and betting on said poor hands. Even though I know people are going to call me on it. I find I play much better when I play the odds and only the odds.

I still can't get over how little time I seem to have. I want to play video games, and I want to record music, and I want to improve my overall bass skills, and I want to make origami and I want to hang out with people and I want to read the 7 or 8 books I have waiting for me to read and I want to read the multiple comics I have waiting to be read... I need a month off is what I need.

Oh well, pretty soon I'll have less time in the week than I currently have money in my bank account ;)

#23

2007-04-27T17:15:00.000-07:00

I am not insane.
Misunderstood, just perhaps
I need to let go.

#22

2007-04-27T16:59:00.000-07:00

Forever regret
The day you did not tell her
How you really feel

#21 (1.11)

2007-04-17T13:42:00.000-07:00

Blood! Gone from my hands.
I stand too quickly and fall.
Groggy, but from what?

#20 (1.10)

2007-04-17T13:36:00.000-07:00

Waking up again
Eyes looking about fearful
Am I still dreaming....?

#19 (1.9)

2007-04-17T13:33:00.000-07:00

With that, he lunges

Frozen in fear, he grabs hold

Kills me where I stand...

#18 (1.8)

2007-03-13T18:39:00.000-07:00

"Did you think me dumb?
Did you think I would not see
The blood that you hide?"

#17 (1.7)

2007-03-12T18:35:00.000-07:00

The Wolf brushes past
"I see you have been busy"
I stare confused. Stunned...

#16 (1.6)

2007-03-11T21:25:00.000-07:00

I compose myself,
Cautiously moving downstairs,
To let him inside.

#15 (1.5)

2007-03-10T03:02:00.000-08:00

Noise. Someone's outside.
Through the window I see him.
The Wolf's at my door.

#14 (1.4)

2007-03-09T13:42:00.000-08:00

Water on my face.
The cold helps to clear my head.
So then what happened?

#13 (1.3)

2007-03-08T17:38:00.000-08:00

What happened last night?
Have to get this blood off me.
It's time to wake up.

#12 (1.2)

2007-03-07T08:19:00.000-08:00

Scramble to my feet
Looking around for the source.
Nothing. No reason.

#11 (1.1)

2007-03-06T09:45:00.000-08:00

I woke up tired. Drained.
No memory of last night.
Wait... Why is there blood?

#10

2007-03-05T11:33:00.000-08:00

Crazy anagram
I am a pancreatic.
Cap. America?

#9

2007-03-04T11:15:00.000-08:00

Sickness overwhelm.
Bedridden and defeated.
Sleeping while awake.

#8

2007-03-03T00:57:00.000-08:00

The microphone hog.
Too drunk to know. Unwanted.
Leave him be. He'll leave.

#6

2007-03-02T18:23:00.000-08:00

Tired and ready
To sleep and rejuvenate.
Dream away your life.

#5

2007-03-01T08:08:00.000-08:00

Forget that I told
You that I never wanted
To see you again.

#4

2007-02-28T09:03:00.000-08:00

The last detective;

With no mystery to solve,

It's a lonely world.

#3

2007-02-27T11:17:00.000-08:00

Life in Stereo

Black and White with shades of Grey

Music is Karma

#2

2007-02-26T09:14:00.000-08:00

Ideas are bland.

No one is original.

Just ignore the rest.

#1

2007-02-25T15:02:00.001-08:00

Bunnies are silent
They are ninja assasins
Carrots are deadly

The Beginning And The End Are The Same

2007-01-02T12:13:00.000-08:00

For this moment, and for the immediate future, I will not 'blog' about my life to any extent. This place is just a tool for travelling...